In the heat of the moment i let my ego lead, pulling my freed and light spirit down by tying it along to their every word. I had to be patient with my reactions and feelings. My ego jumped ahead, and i suffered through it. I tried to avoid the feelings and lift myself but my attempts only focused more on my negative thoughts. I didn’t let it bypass. I reflect days later trying to find an escape from this guarded ego that has tied my spirit to this unforgotten moment. Now it relishes itself in this opportunity to blame others, while I struggle to make peace.